He was not the type to throw out any photos he had taken so he still had all of the ones he had taken with friends since elementary school When they came out especially well or were with an especially good friend he would carry it around inside his student handbook The ones with his sisters and with Sakae or his other friends since elementary school were starting to come off
As was the one with Ange
In it he looked nervous and her eyes were sparkling at getting her first picture taken
Most anyone who saw it would assume they were a couple
Mutsuki frowned
Did something happen with Jiyuuni
Machina peered at the handbook while holding both soaked towels
N-no Nothing happened
He tried to get by with a bitter smile but he was clearly shaken by the photo with Ange Machina also would have noticed that his bodyguard was unnaturally absent today
His smile froze over before he could say anything else
Machina frowned as she looked at the boy and girl smiling on the photo
The rain grew even stronger and sounded so loud Mutsuki thought the raindrops would break the window
This drove the two of them even quieter Mutsuki fell silent and Machina was her usual silent self
The silence was far more unpleasant than the rain was loud
Machina was the first to move
She lifted his head and stole his lips
The poorly ventilated living room was horribly stuffy and filled the scent of damp tatami mats
The two intertwined bodies only increased the humidity Seemingly driven onward by the unpleasant heat the young boy and girl pressed their lips skin and entire bodies together
They were both soaked with sweat and what remained of the rain so they had difficulty removing their clothes Before removing their necktie or ribbon Mutsuki pulled out his fully erect item He slid her striped panties aside and lowered his hips Lips sought lips and penis sought vagina It was incredibly selfish sex It could hardly be called
making love It was sexual intercourse void of all enjoyment or happiness
That said it was not a pointless endeavor Machina’s body was the ideal Her breasts were too large to fit in his hands and her waist was notably slender below them Her body tickled at his male desires whenever he saw it Some slight sweat seeped from her fine skin The unique sweet and sour scent of a girl rose from her and the boy naturally lost himself in the intercourse
Finally he indulged in the kind pleasure by releasing his magma inside her magnificent tightness
The flow was weak but he still pumped a large quantity of sticky fluid inside of her
Pantpantpant
The boy trembled as the pleasure of ejaculation slowly spread through his body
A somewhat dark feeling had led to this sex but his body was honest Once he released what needed releasing he felt emotionally refreshed The two of them kissed while lying in the missionary position Sorry Ibekusa
She had offered her body to him when he was feeling down He felt a mixture of gratefulness and guilt so he could not look her in the eye
Half to distract her and half to indulge in her he embraced her warm and nice-smelling body
She said nothing and simply accepted him while rubbing his head
(Ibekusa )
The awful feelings in his heart were clearing up
He had confirmed once more that Ibekusa Machina loved him
He had been interested in her since spring At the time he had simply thought of her as a vaguely mysterious person but that had changed to definite love
He was relieved and he had reconfirmed even his own feelings but a different worry welled up inside him
He loved her and she would comfort him so kindly and yet his thoughts were still focused on Ange
He hated himself for that
Sorry he repeated quietly Sorry
That was all he could say No other words would leave his mouth
As the boy made sure not to let her see his face even though they were close enough to rub their cheeks together the girl remained as expressionless as always
She never let any expression show
Please don’t apologize
She simply rubbed his head
This is what I want I am doing this because I want to
Even if he could not read her emotions Mutsuki alone could tell whether she meant that or was simply comforting him
And the fact that she really meant it made it all the more painful
But that’s not why I’m doing it I just wanted someone to comfort me
He felt pathetic even as he said it but he forced out the words as if confessing his sins
I just wanted someone to comfort me because I was in pain I used you like you were a tool
That’s fine calmly replied the girl If that is what you need I am fine being a tool
Mutsuki looked up with a slight dampness in his eyes
I have always existed for your sake So
She closed her eyes
I am fine being a tool No I want to be a tool
This girl had few expressions and had trouble speaking so she expressed her emotions in the best way she knew how
She begged him to kiss her
As long as you are the one that owns me
He did as she asked
She had said it before but he still did not know what she meant when she said she existed for his sake
The rain showed no sign of letting up