May you respond to the call of your gift and find the courage to follow its path.

May the flame of anger free you from falsity.

May warmth of heart keep your presence aflame and may anxiety never linger about you.

May your outer dignity mirror an inner dignity of soul.

May you take time to celebrate the quiet miracles that seek no attention.

May you be consoled in the secret symmetry of your soul.

May you experience each day as a sacred gift woven around the heart of wonder.

3Prisons We Choose to Live In

The Beauty of Wild Distance

Outside there is great distance. When you walk out into the landscape the fields stretch away towards the horizon. At dawn, the light unveils the vast spread of nature. Gnarled stones hold nests of fossils from a time so distant we cannot even imagine it. At night, the stars reflect light from the infinite distance of the cosmos. When you experience this distance stretching away from the shore of your body, it can make you feel minuscule. Pascal said, “The eternal silence of these infinite spaces frightens me.” There is a magnificent freedom in Nature; no frontier could ever frame her infinity. There is a natural wildness in the earth. You sense this particularly in wild places that have never been tamed by human domestication. There are places where the ocean praises the steady shore in a continual hymn of wave. There are fresh, cold streams pouring through mountain corners in a rhythm that never anticipated the gaze of a human eye. Animals never interfere with the wildness of the earth. They attune themselves to the longing of the earth and move within it as if it were a home rhythm. Animals have no distance from the earth. They have no plan or programme in relation to it. They live naturally in its landscapes, always present completely to where they are. There is an apt way in which the animal who always lives in the “now” of time can fit so perfectly into the “where” of landscape. The time and mind of the animal rest wherever it is. The poet Wendell Berry says, “I come into the peace of wild things…. /…For a time / I rest in the grace of the world, and am free.”

The House Keeps the Universe Out

The human person is the creature that changes the wildness of the earth to suit the intentions of his own agenda. Gerard Manley Hopkins argues against disturbing Nature: “Long live the weeds and the wilderness yet.” Homo sapiens is the one species that has deliberately altered the earth. One of the first ways this happened was by clearing trees and land to build homes. Humans wanted to come in from the great immensities of Nature and the heavens. Homes provided shelter against marauding animals. They also provided shelters of belonging. Perhaps the awakening of infinity in the mind demanded relief from the cosmos in the refuge of simple belonging. At another level, the home represents a certain limitation. It frames off the privacy of your life from the outside world. As cities expand octopus-like into the countryside, it is sad to see beautiful fields serrated with replica housing developments. An old neighbour of mine who rarely visited the city until recently was heard to remark as he looked at all the housing developments, “The houses are all the same. How would a person find his way home in the evening?” A few minutes later the logic of his own musing had the solution: “I bet you they are all numbered.”

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