‘I must discuss an important and sad matter with you. We will arrange where when we meet. Best of all would be my house, where I shall prepare
Countess Lydia Ivanovna usually wrote two or three notes a day to Alexei Alexandrovich. She liked this process of communicating with him, as having both elegance and mystery, which were lacking in her personal relations.
XXIV
The felicitations were coming to an end. On their way out, people met and discussed the latest news of the day, the newly bestowed awards, and the transfers of important officials.
‘What if Countess Marya Borisovna got the ministry of war, and Princess Vatkovsky was made chief of staff?’ a grey-haired little old man in a gold-embroidered uniform said, addressing a tall, beautiful lady-in-waiting who had asked about the transfers.
‘And I an aide-de-camp,’ the lady-in-waiting said, smiling.
‘You already have an appointment. In the religious department. And for your assistant - Karenin.’
‘How do you do, Prince!’ said the old man, shaking hands with a man who came over.
‘What did you say about Karenin?’ asked the prince.
‘He and Putyatov got the Alexander Nevsky.’36
‘I thought he already had it.’
‘No. Just look at him,’ said the old man, pointing with his embroidered hat to Karenin in his court uniform, a new red sash over his shoulder, standing in the doorway of the reception room with an influential member of the State Council. ‘Happy and pleased as a new copper penny,’ he added, stopping to shake hands with a handsome, athletically built gentleman of the bed-chamber.
‘No, he’s aged,’ the gentleman of the bed-chamber said.
‘From worry. He keeps writing projects nowadays. He won’t let that unfortunate fellow go now until he’s told him everything point by point.’
‘Aged?
‘Come, come! Please don’t say anything bad about Countess Lydia Ivanovna.’
‘But is it bad that she’s in love with Karenin?’
‘And is it true that Madame Karenina’s here?’
‘That is, not here in the palace, but in Petersburg. I met them yesterday, her and Alexei Vronsky,
So people talked ceaselessly of Alexei Alexandrovich, judging him and laughing at him, while he, standing in the way of a State Council member he had caught, explained his financial project to him point by point, not interrupting his explanation for a moment, so as not to let him slip away.
At almost the same time that his wife had left him, the bitterest of events for a man in the service had also befallen Alexei Alexandrovich-the cessation of his upward movement. This cessation was an accomplished fact and everyone saw it clearly, but Alexei Alexandrovich himself was not yet aware that his career was over. Whether it was the confrontation with Stremov, or the misfortune with his wife, or simply that Alexei Alexandrovich had reached the limit destined for him, it became obvious to everyone that year that his official career had ended. He still occupied an important post, was a member of many commissions and committees, but he was an entirely spent man from whom nothing more was expected. Whatever he said, whatever he proposed, he was listened to as though it had long been known and was the very thing that was not needed.
But Alexei Alexandrovich did not feel this and, on the contrary, being removed from direct participation in government activity, now saw more clearly than before the shortcomings and faults in the work of others and considered it his duty to point out the means for correcting them. Soon after his separation from his wife, he began writing a proposal about the new courts, the first in an endless series of totally unnecessary proposals which he was to write on all branches of administration.
Alexei Alexandrovich not only did not notice his hopeless position in the official world or feel upset by it, but was more satisfied with his activity than ever.
‘He that is married careth for the things that are of the world, how he may please his wife, he that is unmarried careth for the things that belong to the Lord, how he may please the Lord,’ said the apostle Paul,37 and Alexei Alexandrovich, who was now guided by the Scriptures in all things, often recalled this text. It seemed to him that since he had been left without a wife, he had, by these very projects, served the Lord more than before.
The obvious impatience of the Council member, who wished to get away from him, did not embarrass Alexei Alexandrovich; he stopped explaining only when the member, seizing his chance when a person of the tsar’s family passed, slipped away from him.