"Ummm . . . the baby. Your baby . . . errr . . . our baby."
"And you didn't fucking
"I didn't want to trap you," she said, softly, less certain at the moment that she'd done the right thing. "Or to seem like I was trying to trap you."
Mahmoud, on the other end of the line, sighed heavily. Gabi could almost see him nodding in his fatalistic and accepting way.
"Okay," he said. "What now?"
"I don't know," she answered. "I still won't go to the United States."
"And I won't live in Europe."
Chapter Twelve
Certain persons have been begging me for the past five years to write about war against the Turks, and encourage our people and stir them up to it, and now that the Turk is actually approaching, my friends are compelling me to do this duty, especially since there are some stupid preachers among us Germans (as I am sorry to hear) who are making the people believe that we ought not and must not fight against the Turks. Some are even so crazy as to say that it is not proper for Christians to bear the temporal sword or to be rulers; also because our German people are such a wild and uncivilized folk that there are some who want the Turk to come and rule.
—Martin Luther, "On War Against the Turks," 1528 AD
Castle Noisvastei, Province of Baya, 10 Muharram,
1538 AH (21 October, 2113)
"You'd never been drunk before, had you?" Ling asked.
Hans, a study in misery, just shook his head and said, "That's the second kind of virginity I gave to you. I much preferred giving you the other kind. Much."
"I'm sure," Ling said, grinning widely. She hadn't known she'd been his first and that was . . . warming. That he remembered and appreciated was much more so.
She asked.
She asked and was surprised as such a torrent of hate and loathing poured out of Hans as she had never heard before. Not just hate for Hamilton, whom Ling only knew of as "De Wet," but Hans also felt deep hatred for the Corps of Janissaries, for Moslems, for all slave dealers, and for the Caliphate. He hated the boys who'd raped Petra, the dealer who had auctioned her, and the bastard tax gatherer who had taken both the siblings away from their home. Hans hated the laws that had made him crucify a priest. He hated everything.
"Everything?"
"Okay, not everything. Not you. Not Petra. But I hate everything else about this land."
Hamilton lay on his side, head propped up on one elbow, considering the face and form of the sleeping girl next to him.
A little contrary voice said,
Unable to stand it anymore, Hamilton reached out one hand, shook the girl awake and asked, "How old are you?"
"Seventeen," Petra answered groggily. "Why?"