Somewhere out there lay a woman’s body. Kaitlan realized she hadn’t noticed if the woman wore a wedding ring. Was some husband going crazy with worry? Children?
Surely by now she’d been reported missing.
They reached Kaitlan’s apartment. Her heart pounded and her limbs felt brittle. If Craig touched her she’d break apart.
He pulled up behind her Corolla and cut the engine. “I’ll see you inside.”
The words hit like stones. She opened her door and got out.
Crickets’ pulsing songs grated her ears. A chilling breeze lifted a strand of her hair, popping goose bumps down her arms.
The surrounding forest was so dark.
How had she ever felt safe here? The night seemed to have a thousand eyes.
Her footsteps sounded loud as she approached the door and unlocked it. Stepping inside her kitchen, she could feel Craig’s looming presence at her back.
This was insanity. She never should have listened to her grandfather.
“I won’t be staying,” Craig said as she placed her keys and purse on the table. “Tomorrow I’m on the 6:00 a.m. shift.”
Relief weakened her knees. She nodded.
“I’ll just check your place out. Make sure you’re safe.”
Kaitlan stood like granite as he walked through the living room, into the hall. She clutched the top of a chair, the fingers of her other hand curling into her palm.
“Kaitlan. Come here.” He called from the door to her bedroom.
Something cold and slimy unfolded in Kaitlan’s chest. For a wild moment she pictured herself tearing out the door and into the black forest.
Where she’d get maybe one hundred feet before Craig caught her. And he’d be
“Hey! Come
If he tried to hurt her, she’d fight. She’d tell him that others knew what he’d done, and if anything happened to her, they’d go to the police.
Yeah, right. The Gayner police.
Kaitlan did the only thing she could. She walked toward the bedroom.
twenty-seven
Silence echoed through the house. A silence that mocked as Margaret waited for the phone to ring.
She had become accustomed to small noises amid the quiet. The heater kicking on in winter. A newly made ice cube falling in the freezer. The creak of a wall for who knows why, except that the house was old and perched on a hilltop where the wind whirled between ocean and bay.
Tonight Margaret heard none of these. Only the ticking, aching silence.
Shortly after eight Margaret had tiptoed across the hardwood floor to D.’s office and leaned an ear against the door. No sound from within. Holding her breath she eased open the door, tensing against his sure anger at her intrusion. But she found him in his chair at the computer, legs splayed, head lolled to one side and mouth open. Sleeping.
On his monitor—a randomly rolling ball against black void.
She leaned against the door, its knob in her hand as hard as the fist of a corpse.
Through dinner, while cleaning the kitchen and mopping its floor, she’d clung to the hope that the clear mind D. had displayed with Kaitlan would remain. That given this deadline of all deadlines, he would rise above his weaknesses—because he
How foolish she’d been.
Repelled and angered by the futility of the room, she’d shut the office door and hurried away.
Now Margaret stood in the library, facing the bookcase containing the first editions of D.’s novels. She’d been driven to this place with the sense that something here could help their situation. But what?
She scanned the ninety-nine books, shelved in order of publication.
Margaret’s eyes landed on
They say a writer’s worldview emerges through his stories. Over the years Margaret had seen an element repeat in D.’s books. After Gretchen died it appeared even more strongly. Through symbolism and subtext throbbed what Margaret had come to call his “vain empires” doctrine, the phrase taken from her favorite passage in