He treated the statement as a mentat problem. “All the indicators are that she remains well balanced, sane. I should say her sanity index was—”
“Stop that!” Alia snapped. “What can she be thinking of?”
Idaho, who knew that his own emotional balance depended now upon retreat into mentat coldness, said: “I compute she is thinking of her granddaughter’s betrothal.” His features remained carefully bland, a mask for the raging grief which threatened to engulf him. There was no Alia here. Alia was dead. For a time he’d maintained a myth-Alia before his senses, someone he’d manufactured out of his own needs, but a mentat could carry on such self-deception for only a limited time. This creature in human guise was possessed; a demon-psyche drove her. His steely eyes with their myriad facets available at will reproduced upon his vision centers a multiplicity of myth-Alias. But when he combined them into a single image, no Alia remained. Her features moved to other demands. She was a shell within which outrages had been committed.
“Where’s Ghanima?” he asked.
She waved the question aside. “I’ve sent her with Irulan to stay in Stilgar’s keeping.”
“The betrothal,” Alia mused. “What are conditions in the Corrino House?”
“Salusa swarms with
“And she’s training him in the Bene Gesserit . . .”
“Is it not fitting for Ghanima’s husband?”
Alia smiled to herself, thinking of Ghanima’s adamant rage. Let Farad’n be trained. Jessica was training a corpse. It would all work out.
“I must consider this at length,” she said. “You’re very quiet, Duncan.”
“I await your questions.”
“I see. You know, I was very angry with you. Taking her to Farad’n!”
“You commanded me to make it real.”
“I was forced to put out the report that you’d both been taken captive,” she said.
“I obeyed your orders.”
“You’re so literal at times, Duncan. You almost frighten me. But if you hadn’t, well . . .”
“The Lady Jessica’s out of harm’s way,” he said. “And for Ghanima’s sake we should be grateful that—”
“Exceedingly grateful,” she agreed. And she thought:
She touched his cheek.
Idaho forced himself to respond to the caress, taking her hand and kissing it.
“Duncan, Duncan, how sad it is,” she said. “But I cannot keep you here with me. Too much is happening and I’ve so few I can completely trust.”
He released her hand, waited.
“I was
He’d already noted how few amazons of Alia’s guard were to be seen in the Keep. And he thought:
“Tabr is still neutral territory,” she said. “Negotiations are continuing there right now. Javid’s there with a delegation from the Priesthood. But I’d like you at Tabr to watch them, especially Irulan.”
“She
But he saw in her eyes that she was rejecting him. How transparent this Alia-creature had become!
She waved a hand. “Go now, Duncan, before I soften and keep you here beside me. I’ve missed you so . . .”
“And I’ve missed you,” he said, allowing all of his grief to flow into his voice.
She stared at him, startled by the sadness. Then: “For my sake, Duncan.” And she thought:
“I understand,” he said, once more taking her hand and kissing it. He stared at the dear flesh which once had been his Alia’s. He could not bring himself to look at her face as he left. Someone else stared back at him from her eyes.