The aching pulse within him had to be calmed. In itself, it was a danger to him and to the Golden Path.
Malky had seen how the all-powerful were forced to contend with a constant siren song—the will to self-delight.
Hwi took his silence to be uncertainty. “Will we wed, Lord?”
“Yes.”
“Should anything be done about the Tleilaxu stories which . . .”
“Nothing.”
She stared at him, remembering their earlier conversation.
“It is my fear, Lord, that I will weaken you,” she said.
“Then you must find ways to strengthen me.”
“Can it strengthen you if we diminish belief in the God Leto?”
He heard a hint of Malky in her voice, that measured weighing which had made him so revoltingly charming.
“Your question begs the answer,” he said. “Many will continue to worship according to my design. Others will believe the lies.”
“Lord . . . would you ask
“Of course not. But I will ask you to remain silent when you might wish to speak.”
“But if they revile . . .”
“You will not protest.”
Once more, tears flowed down her cheeks. Leto longed to touch them, but they were water . . . painful water.
“It must be done this way,” he said.
“Will you explain it to me, Lord?”
“When I am gone, they must call me
“Lord, could the anger not be directed at me alone? I would not . . .”
“No! The Ixians made you much more perfectly than they thought. I truly love you. I cannot help it.”
“I do not wish to cause you pain!” The words were wrenched from her.
“What’s done is done. Do not mourn it.”
“Help me to understand.”
“The hate which will blossom after I am gone, that, too, will fade into the inevitable past. A long time will pass. Then, on a far-distant day, my journals will be found.”
“Journals?” She was shaken by the seeming shift of subject.
“My chronicle of my time. My arguments, the apologia. Copies exist and scattered fragments will survive, some in distorted form, but the original journals will wait and wait and wait. I have hidden them well.”
“And when they are discovered?”
“People will learn that I was something quite different from what they supposed.”
Her voice came in a trembling hush. “I already know what they will learn.”
“Yes, my darling Hwi, I think you do.”
“You are neither devil nor god, but something never seen before and never to be seen again because your presence removes the need.”
She brushed tears from her cheeks.
“Hwi, do you realize how dangerous you are?”
Alarm showed in her expression, the tensing of her arms.
“You have the makings of a saint,” he said. “Do you understand how painful it can be to find a saint in the wrong place and the wrong time?”
She shook her head.
“People have to be prepared for saints,” he said. “Otherwise, they simply become followers, supplicants, beggars and weakened sycophants forever in the shadow of the saint. People are destroyed by this because it nurtures only weakness.”
After a moment of thought, she nodded, then: “Will there be saints when you are gone?”
“That’s the purpose of my Golden Path.”
“Moneo’s daughter, Siona, will she . . .”
“For now she is only a rebel. As to sainthood, we will let her decide. Perhaps she will only do what she was bred to do.”
“What is that, Lord?”
“Stop calling me
“Yes, L . . . Leto. But what is . . .”
“Siona was bred to rule. There is danger in such breeding. When you rule, you gain knowledge of power. This can lead into impetuous irresponsibility, into painful excesses and that can lead to the terrible destroyer—wild hedonism.”
“Siona would . . .”
“All we know about Siona is that she can remain dedicated to a particular performance, to the pattern which fills her senses. She is necessarily an aristocrat, but aristocracy looks mostly to the past. That’s a failure. You don’t see much of any path unless you are Janus, looking simultaneously backward and forward.”
“Janus? Oh, yes, the god with the two opposed faces.” She wet her lips with her tongue. “Are you Janus, Leto?”
“I am Janus magnified a billionfold. And I am also something less. I have been, for example, what my administrators admire most—the decision-maker whose every decision can be made to work.”
“But if you fail them . . .”
“They will turn against me, yes.”
“Will Siona replace you if . . .”
“Ahhh, what an enormous if! You observe that Siona threatens my person. However, she does not threaten the Golden Path. There is also the fact that my Fish Speakers have a certain