“The tests are never identical,” Moneo said. “I was made to go alone into a cavern maze with nothing but a bag of food and a vial of spice-essence.”
“Which did you choose?”
“What? Oh . . . if you are tested, you will learn.”
“There’s a Leto I don’t know,” Idaho said.
“Have I not told you this?”
“And there’s a Leto you don’t know,” Idaho said.
“Because he’s the loneliest person this universe has ever seen,” Moneo said.
“Don’t play mood games trying to arouse my sympathy,” Idaho said.
“Mood games, yes. That’s very good,” Moneo nodded. “The God Emperor’s moods are like a river—smooth where nothing obstructs him, foaming and violent at the least suggestion of a barrier. He is not to be obstructed.”
Idaho looked around at the brightly lighted workroom, turned his gaze to the outside darkness and thought about the tamed course of the
“In my youth, I traveled for him. I have even trusted my life to a floating shell of a vessel on a river and then on a sea whose shores were lost in the crossing.”
As he spoke, Moneo felt that he had brushed against a clue to some deep truth in the Lord Leto. The sensation dropped Moneo into reverie, thinking of that far planet where he had crossed a sea from one shore to another. There had been a storm on the first evening of that passage and, somewhere deep within the ship, an irritating non-directional “
All of this was a clue to the God Emperor.
Moneo focused on Idaho seated across the table from him in the workroom’s cold light. Not a tremor in the man, but a hungering was there.
“So you will not help me learn what the other Duncan Idahos did not learn,” Idaho said.
“But I will help you.”
“Then what have I always failed to learn?”
“How to trust.”
Idaho pushed himself back from the table and glared at Moneo. When Idaho’s voice came, it was harsh and rasping: “I’d say I trusted too much.”
Moneo was implacable. “But how do you trust?”
“What do you mean?”
Moneo put his hands in his lap. “You choose male companions for their ability to fight and die on the side of right as you see it. You choose females who can complement this masculine view of yourself. You allow for no differences which can come from good will.”
Something moved in the doorway to Moneo’s workroom. He looked up in time to see Siona enter. She stopped, one hand on her hip.
“Well, father, up to your old tricks, I see.”
Idaho jerked around to stare at the speaker.
Moneo studied her, looking for signs of the change. She had bathed and put on a fresh uniform, the black and gold of Fish Speaker command, but her face and hands still betrayed the evidence of her desert ordeal. She had lost weight and her cheekbones stood out. Unguent did little to conceal cracks in her lips. Veins stood out on her hands. Her eyes looked ancient and her expression was that of someone who had tasted bitter dregs.
“I’ve been listening to you two,” she said. She dropped her hand from her hip and moved farther into the room. “How dare you speak of good will, father?”
Idaho had noted the uniform. He pursed his lips in thought.
“I understand your bitterness,” Moneo said. “I had similar feelings once.”
“Did you really?” She came closer, stopping just beside Idaho, who continued to regard her with a look of speculation.
“I am filled with joy to see you alive,” Moneo said.
“How gratifying for you to see me safely into the God Emperor’s Service,” she said. “You waited so long to have a child and look! See how successful I am.” She turned slowly to display her uniform. “Commander of the Fish Speakers. A commander with a troop of one, but nonetheless a commander.”
Moneo forced his voice to be cold and professional. “Sit down.”
“I prefer to stand.” She looked down at Idaho’s upturned face. “Ahhh, Duncan Idaho, my intended mate. Don’t you find this interesting, Duncan? The Lord Leto tells me I will be
Idaho nodded.
“Really? I think perhaps I
Moneo shrugged.