“He's a year and half now. You're going to meet him soon. They're waiting for you. You promised Potter you'd take care of them. You have to hold on and get better so you can go.”
Her heart rose, a flicker of hope in the darkness and the cold.
She dropped her head, her mouth twisting as she trembled and looked away. “I don't believe you.”
He made no reply.
“I don't understand—” She squeezed her eyes closed again as she tried to focus through the pain. “I don't understand what happened. I can't remember clearly.” She opened her eyes and studied him in the darkness. “But — I remember you.”
It was Draco. He was so close. He was looking at her the way he used to look at her.
She wanted to catch hold of him and bury herself in his arms, against his chest, to feel his heartbeat.
Her hands spasmed.
She couldn't.
He had killed everyone. He had murdered or executed them all. She felt herself crumbling under the renewed horror and devastation of it.
His expression wavered, and his mouth twitched before he spoke. “What — do you remember about me?”
“You—” she studied his face. He was familiar and unfamiliar at the same time, as though carved out of the likeness of the person she'd known.
Her fingers twitched as she fought an urge to reach out and at least touch him. To just know whether he still felt familiar under her fingertips.
He was alive. She'd been so sure he'd died, that he must have died. But he wasn't dead; she could see the pulse at the base of his throat.
“You spied for the Order. When you were hurt, I healed you. You—” she swallowed and looked down at her wrists and scarlet clothing as she tried to remember clearly, “—you used to call for me — and—”
There was a stabbing pain through her head, and she gave an agonised gasp and slumped down.
She blinked, trying to remember what she'd been saying. Her tongue felt fuzzy and wouldn't move properly, as though it had been numbed.
She jerked and tried to move her jaw, but it twitched so violently her teeth made a loud clacking sound. Her left arm and leg gave out, and she started to topple sideways.
Draco caught her.
“Dra—?” Her chest spasmed as she struggled to breathe, and he pulled her firmly against his chest.
He didn't say anything to her. Instead he gripped her jaw, pried her mouth open, and rapidly upended a potion into her mouth before clamping his hand over her mouth and nose.
She tried to wrench herself away. Panicking. She didn't know what was happening. Her lungs felt like they might burst as she struggled to breathe. Her body kept jerking of its own volition. Her numb tongue couldn't taste the potion he'd put in her mouth.
She wasn't supposed to swallow things if she didn't know what they were.
“Granger,” his voice was calm and close to her ear. “You need to swallow. You're having a seizure. The potion will stop it, but it takes longer to work if you can't swallow it.”
Hermione's throat contracted repeatedly, and her arm spasmed, but Draco refused to ease his grip. After several tries, she managed to make herself swallow.
Her whole body went limp as though she were boneless.
Draco's hold relaxed, and her head lolled down and rested against his chest. She felt him sigh, and his hand stroke her hair back. He brushed his thumb against her cheek while his other arm supported her body. His hands were warm. He still smelled the same, and it made her want to start crying.
After a moment he shifted and picked her up. She could feel her bones, jutting through her skin as he lifted her and set her back onto the bed.
Her mouth wouldn't quite work. She stared at him, trying to take in every detail.
He slid a hand under her head and studied her carefully.
Up close, despite the low light, she could see he was visibly exhausted. His skin was pale to the point of being grey. His mouth and eyes were tense.
His pupils were sharply contracted, and his gaze kept flicking across her as though he were trying to make sure he wasn't overlooking anything. His expression was carefully closed.
“You've been unconscious for almost a week,” he said after a minute. “You had a seizure and lost consciousness. The healers weren't sure — if you'd wake up. Seizures—” she saw his throat contract as he swallowed, and he stopped meeting her eyes, “are not uncommon when dealing with neurological damage caused by concentrated magical activity. You had — several while unconscious, but fortunately none caused any lasting damage to you — or your baby.”
Hermione stopped breathing, and her eyes widened.
The baby. She'd forgotten that she was pregnant.
She was pregnant with his heir. For the breeding program. To force her memories to come back.
There was something she was missing, but the pain still overshadowed everything. She tried to think, but reaching towards her memories was mind shattering.