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On that first day after the cholera epidemic, I made about two hundred U.S. dollars in three hours. It wasn’t a lot, but I decided it was enough. The rain had squalled through the morning, and by noon it seemed to have settled into the kind of sultry, dozing drizzle that sometimes lasts for days. I was sitting on a bar stool, and drinking a freshly squeezed cane juice under a striped awning near the President Hotel, not far from the slum, when Vikram ran in out of the rain.

‘Hey, Lin! How you doin’, man? Fuck this fuckin’ rain, yaar.’

We shook hands, and I ordered him a cane juice. He tipped his flat, black Flamenco hat onto his back, where it hung from a cord at his throat. His black shirt featured white embroidered figures down the button-strip at the front. The white figures were waving lassoes over their heads. His belt was made from American silver dollar coins linked one to the other and fastened with a domed concho as a belt buckle. The black flamenco pants were embroidered with fine white scrolls down the outside of the leg, and ended in a line of three small silver buttons. His Cuban-heeled boots had crossover loops of leather that fastened with buckles at the outside.

‘Not really riding weather, na?’

‘Oh, shit!’ he spat. ‘You heard about Lettie and the horse? Jesus, man! That was fuckin’ weeks ago, yaar. I haven’t seen you in too fuckin’ long.’

‘How’s it going with Lettie?’

‘Not great.’ He sighed as he said it, yet his smile was happy. ‘But I think she’s coming around, yaar. She’s a very special kind of chick. She needs to get all the hating done, like, before she can kind of cruise into the loving part. But I’ll get her, even if the whole world says I’m crazy.’

‘I don’t think you’re crazy to go after her.’

‘You don’t?’

‘No. She’s a lovely girl. She’s a great girl. You’re a nice guy. And you’re more alike than people think. You both have a sense of humour, and you love to laugh. She can’t stand hypocrites, and neither can you. And you’re interested in life, I think, in pretty much the same way. I think you’re a good couple, or at least you will be. And I think you’ll get her in the end, Vikram. I’ve seen the way she looks at you, even when she’s putting shit on you. She likes you so much that she has to put you down. It’s her way. Just stick with it, and you’ll win her in the end.’

‘Lin… listen, man. That’s it! Fuck it! I like you. I mean, that’s a fuckin’ cool rave, yaar. I’m going to be your friend from now on. I’m your fuckin’ blood brother, man. If you need anything, you call on me. Is it a deal?’

‘Sure,’ I smiled. ‘It’s a deal.’

He fell silent, staring out at the rain. His curly black hair had grown to his collar, at the back, and was trimmed at the front and sides. His moustache was fastidiously snipped and trimmed to little more than the thickness that a felt-tipped pen might’ve made. In profile, his face was imposing: the long forehead ended in a hawk-like nose and descended past a firm, solemn mouth to a prominent, confident jaw. When he turned to face me it was his eyes that dominated, however, and his eyes were young, curious, and shimmering with good humour.

‘You know, Lin, I really love her,’ he said softly. He let his eyes drift downward to the pavement and then he looked up again quickly. ‘I really love that English chick.’

‘You know, Vikram, I really love it,’ I said, mimicking his tone of voice and the earnest expression on his face. ‘I really love that cowboy shirt.’

‘What, this old thing?’ he cried, laughing with me. ‘Fuck, man, you can have it!’

He jumped off the stool and began to unbutton his shirt.

‘No! No! I was only joking!’

‘What’s that? You mean you don’t like my shirt?’

‘I didn’t say that.’

‘So, what’s wrong with my fuckin’ shirt?’

‘There’s nothing wrong with your fuckin’ shirt. I just don’t want it.’

‘Too late, man!’ he bellowed, pulling his shirt from his back and throwing it at me. ‘Too fuckin’ late!’

He wore a black singlet under the shirt, and the black hat was still hanging at his back. The cane juice crusher had a portable hi-fi at his stall. A new song from a hit Hindi movie started up.

‘Hey, I love this song, yaar!’ Vikram cried out. ‘Turn it up, baba! Arre, full karo!’

The juice-wallah obligingly turned the volume up to the maximum, and Vikram began to dance and sing along with the words. Showing surprisingly elegant and graceful skill, he swung out from under the crowded awning and danced in the lightly falling rain. Within one minute of his twirling, swaying dance he’d lured other young men from the footpath, and there were six, seven, and then eight dancers laughing in the rain while the rest of us clapped, whooped, and hollered.