Interestingly, even his closest friends called him a
The word was spoken—alcoholism! Mussorgsky drowned himself in a sea of wine, cognac, and vodka. It turned him before the very eyes of his stunned friends from a refined gentleman into an antisocial bum, a Petersburg
Of course, alcoholism was Mussorgsky’s personal weakness, but at the same time it was a typical phenomenon for that part of Mussorgsky’s generation that wanted to oppose the establishment and express its desperate protest through extreme forms of behavior. “An intense worship of Bacchus was considered to be almost obligatory for a writer of that period,” noted a contemporary. “It was a showing off, a ‘pose’ for the best people of the sixties.” Another commentator seconded this opinion: “Talented people in Russia who love the simple folk cannot but drink.”42
Spending day and night in a Petersburg tavern of low repute, the Maly Yaroslavets, in the company of bohemian dropouts like himself, Mussorgsky consciously broke his ties with the “decent” circles of the Petersburg elite. He and his fellow drinkers idealized their alcoholism, raising it to a level of ethical and even aesthetic opposition. Their bravado was little more than a course toward isolation and eventual self-destruction.
On his way to the abyss, Mussorgsky expressed his doubts. Testimony to his ambivalence was his most Petersburg composition, the song cycle with its symbolic title,
Mussorgsky’s protagonist, lacking a present, doubting the past, has no future, either. He suffers during a Petersburg white night, enclosed by the four walls of his small room, just like Raskolnikov, and sums up his lonely, joyless existence. And when the final song of the cycle is complete, lulling and enchanting, it becomes obvious that the hero, in quiet prostration, has no other way out but suicide. The city rejects the crushed individual and so he is prepared to vanish into nothingness.
Mussorgsky’s death was in fact if not in intent a suicide. After a stroke brought on by drinking, he was placed by his friends in a military hospital. Under the strict care of a sympathetic doctor, Mussorgsky’s health began to improve. But feeling better, he bribed the guard with twenty-five rubles, a large sum in those days, to bring him a bottle of forbidden alcohol.
That bottle of cognac, consumed in one sitting with an apple for an hors d’oeuvre, brought on a fatal stroke. Mussorgsky had time only to cry, “It’s all over! Ah, I am a wretch!” Learning of Mussorgsky’s death, one of his drinking companions at the Maly Yaroslavets tavern noted philosophically, “Even a copper coffee pot burns out over a spirit flame, and a man is more fragile than a coffee pot.”43
A powerful testimony to Mussorgsky’s end is a portrait by Ilya Repin in March 1881, painted in just four days of an incredible improvisational surge, only ten days before the composer’s death. Repin, a leading Wanderer, friend, and admirer of Mussorgsky (the feeling was mutual), rushed to the military hospital where the composer was a patient.