He pressed his feet to the floor and pushed himself back, then swung forward. The wind hit him lightly, ruffling his hair, and he thought of Ryan again, not dead, but living as he should have lived, with that girl he’d met and come to love, living far away, no matter how far, in the place he should have taken her, north toward the huge anonymous cities, or west into the islands of the Pacific, but somewhere far away from the little house in which he died. He could see the house in his mind, but it was the smell of it that lingered in his memory. Ryan’s smell, and only Ryan’s smell. How long, he wondered, did someone have to live alone before he sank his own isolated smell into everything around him? How long did it have to go on, such loneliness, before someone said, ‘Enough.’
He felt a sudden wrenching agitation cut through him like a strand of barbed wire, and his hand jerked up and took the purple ring from his shirt pocket. He lifted it slowly and let the gray light of the streetlamp sweep over it. It winked dully, like a dead eye, but he held on to it anyway, as if, in all the world, it was all he had.
EIGHTEEN
Stacks of mattresses lined the walls of the lobby when Ben got back to headquarters the next morning, and Luther was busily directing a couple of highway patrolmen in how to carry them.
‘Over your goddamn shoulders,’ he said irritably. He heaved one onto his own shoulder. ‘Like this.’
Each of the patrolmen began wrestling awkwardly with a mattress.
Luther shook his head helplessly as he walked over to Ben. ‘Shit for brains,’ he said. ‘Where does Lingo find these assholes?’ He glanced back over to the two men. They had finally managed to hoist the mattresses to their shoulders. ‘Now take them down to the cells and throw them in with the female prisoners. The bucks can sleep on the fucking springs.’
The two men lumbered toward the stairs, one of them giggling mindlessly.
Luther turned to Ben. ‘By the way, I didn’t have time to ask you last night. What’d you find over at Kelly’s?’
‘Just the body.’
‘No sign of foul play?’
Ben shook his head. ‘Not that I could see. Daniels and Breedlove were going over the place when I left.’
Luther shrugged. ‘Well, they had nothing better to do. The rain had put a damper on the demonstrations. At least for a while.’ He glanced toward the front door where bright shafts of warm sunlight could be seen cascading through the glass. ‘Not like today. Today we’re going to get it.’
‘That guy Coggins,’ Ben said. The one Breedlove was after yesterday. Is he still in custody?’
‘I’d keep that agitating bastard in jail for twenty years, if it was me,’ Luther snapped. ‘The idea of putting little kids in jail. It makes me sick.’
‘Is he still around?’ Ben repeated.
Luther looked at him as if he were a naive little boy. ‘Well, nobody’s trying to get out, Ben. Shit, that’s the whole idea, fill up the jails.’ He shook his head. ‘We got them in Mountain Brook, Irondale, Bessemer. We’re hauling by the truckload all over Jefferson County.’ He sighed loudly. ‘When’s it going to end?’
‘Coggins,’ Ben said. ‘I want to talk to him.’
‘All right,’ Luther told him, ‘he’s in one of the cells with the rest of the male prisoners. Ask McCorkindale. He’s supposed to be keeping track of people.’ He glanced nervously at the stairs. ‘Let me go check on those two monkeys,’ he said irritably. ‘They could end up trying to stuff those mattresses down the goddamn toilet.’ Then he rushed away.
Ben found McCorkindale straddling a metal chair at the entrance to the cellblock.
‘Howdy, Ben,’ he said. ‘They got me watching the niggers.’ He frowned unhappily. ‘They’ll probably have me doing a lot of this shit now that Kelly’s gone.’
Ben looked down the hallway to the lines of cells. Scores of black hands could be seen clutching loosely to the bars.
‘Looks like you’re full up,’ he said.
McCorkindale lifted a small box of chocolate candy toward him. ‘Want one?’
‘No, thanks,’ Ben said.
McCorkindale popped one into his mouth and chewed it slowly. ‘Nothing to do down here but feed your face.’
‘I’m looking for one of the prisoners,’ Ben told him.
‘Take your pick, son,’ McCorkindale said. ‘They all look alike.’
‘Leroy Coggins.’
McCorkindale smiled. ‘Oh, one of the big boys. Got a mean mouth on him, too.’
‘Captain Starnes said you might know where he was.’
McCorkindale scratched his chin. ‘They brought him down yesterday afternoon,’ he said thoughtfully. ‘He was bitching about something upstairs.’ He peered off down the hall. ‘I believe he’s in that far-left cell. You know what he looks like?’
‘Yeah.’
‘Well, go check that far-left cell,’ McCorkindale said. ‘I think that’s where I put him.’