When a woman has spent a period of years asking herself whether she’s fallen in love with the man she considers her best friend; when she’s sacrificed a marriage and financial security for the business they’ve built together; when, after finding out that that same best friend is secretly sleeping with another woman, she’s forced to admit to herself that she has indeed fallen in love with him, then the only thing to do is to fall out of love as quickly and as cleanly as possible, and this, Robin had made every effort to do. Unlike Strike, she didn’t particularly want to spend the rest of her non-working life living alone in a spartan flat with a succession of short-lived affairs to break up the monotony, so she’d done what had been urged upon her by their mutual friend Ilsa Herbert, and accepted Ryan Murphy’s offer of a drink.
Over a year after that first date, Robin really did think – no, she
Standing beside the toaster, Robin told herself she wasn’t going to start deconstructing that conversation again, because she didn’t need any more complications, pain, or stress in her life. She was with Murphy, and Strike could do what he liked, although if what he liked was responding to Kim’s flirtation (‘he’s pretty depressed, poor guy, he was telling me all about it’) she pitied his taste, and that was all there was to it.
Robin took her tea and toast back to her laptop while ‘Stitches’ by Shawn Mendes blasted through her sitting room ceiling. As she sat down, her mobile rang again, and this time, it was Strike.
‘Hi,’ he said. ‘How’re you feeling?’
‘Bit better,’ said Robin. ‘How’re you?’
‘Fine. Sitting in the BMW watching Arsehole’s ex-wife having lunch with another woman.’
‘You need to stop calling him Arsehole,’ said Robin, half-amused, half-exasperated. ‘Especially in public. Pat thinks we should use “Mr A”.’
‘Pat doesn’t have to give him weekly updates,’ said Strike.
The client in question was a South African cricketer who believed his ex-wife was having an affair with a married tabloid journalist
‘I wanted a word about the Mullins case, if you’ve got time,’ said Strike.
‘Yes, go on.’
‘I’ve tried every police contact I’ve got to see if they know anything about the body in the vault, but no dice. Wardle, Layborn – I even tried Anstis. None of them were anywhere near the case and they don’t know anyone who worked on it. Couldn’t try Vanessa Ekwensi, could you?’
‘I can, but she’s on maternity leave.’
‘Shit,’ said Strike. ‘Might ask Kim if she knows anyone.’
‘I could ask Ryan,’ Robin suggested. ‘Although he’s kind of snowed under at work just now,’ she added, when Strike didn’t say anything. ‘He’s on that gang case, where those two young brothers got shot.’
‘Nasty,’ said Strike, though without much sympathy. ‘Well, unless we can get a friendly copper to give us some inside info, I think this is a dead end. We can’t tell Decima it definitely wasn’t Fleetwood unless we know what forensics said.’
‘I’ll try Ryan,’ said Robin.
‘I’ve also called one of Fleetwood’s friends, a bloke called Albie Simpson-White,’ said Strike. ‘He’s a waiter at Decima’s father’s club, Dino’s, but “isn’t available to talk”.’
‘Dino’s?’ said Robin. ‘That private members’ place with the restaurant at the back?’
‘That’s the one.’
‘I looked into taking Mum there for her sixtieth. The average cost per person for lunch is four hundred pounds.’
‘Four hundred quid?
‘It’s got three Michelin stars.’
‘I’m not spending four hundred fucking quid on lunch unless they’re chucking in the table and chairs.’
Robin laughed, but stopped quickly, because it hurt.
‘I haven’t asked how it was in Cornwall.’
‘What? Oh. As you’d expect,’ said Strike. ‘Non-stop crying from Lucy. She’s taken virtually the entire contents of the house back to Bromley with her, which I doubt Greg’ll be happy about. Funeral was packed. I wish – shit, got to go, Mrs A’s on the move.’
Strike hung up, leaving Robin wondering what he wished.
In the absence of anything else to distract her, the disquiet she’d been trying to suppress ever since her talk with the surgeon intensified. After staring for a further minute at the name of the masonic lodge to which DCI Truman allegedly belonged, Robin moved her cursor back up to the top of her laptop screen, and, reluctantly, typed in: ‘egg freezing’.