Strike didn’t speak immediately, because the worst of the imaginings that had run through his head while waiting for Ilsa to pick up had just come true.
He’d used protection when he’d slept with Bijou, because he wasn’t a fool. After he’d told her he didn’t want to see her again he’d realised that her target, all along, had been the married QC whom she hoped to force to leave his wife; Strike had been an enjoyable diversion and a possible means of making Andrew Honbold jealous. Bijou and Strike had both subsequently lied to the QC, saying their acquaintanceship had never gone further than drinks. Honbold, a well-known scourge of the tabloid press, had been thrown out by his wife after his affair with Bijou hit the papers, and until this morning, Strike had considered the matter closed, assuming, in the absence of other information, that Honbold would be marrying Bijou once his divorce came through.
‘It’s not mine,’ he said, and then, ‘it can’t be, if she hasn’t had the kid yet.’
‘She has, she had it early,’ said Ilsa. ‘Well, she’s saying it was early…’
‘Can’t they tell?’ said Strike, who was almost entirely ignorant of everything concerned with birth and newborns.
‘I don’t know the details, Corm.’
‘Why the fuck does Honbold – has she
‘
‘
He didn’t like the silence that followed.
‘What?’ he said aggressively.
‘I don’t—’
‘You know something.’
‘Corm—’
‘
‘OK, fine. She had a little trick when she was trying to get Honbold to leave his wife. She’d take used condoms out of the bin and…’
‘She wouldn’t have done that to me,’ said Strike, as his innards crawled with panic. ‘It was Honbold she wanted.’
Again, Ilsa didn’t speak.
‘D’you know something else?’ Strike said.
‘I don’t
‘What rumours?’
‘OK, there’s this story doing the rounds that Honbold is taking some drug that lowers sperm count, so he thought it was strange that he’d been able to get her pregnant, and then it got back to him about you and her, and he went ballistic and now he’s convinced it’s yours.’
‘When was it born?’ said Strike, trying to remember times and dates, to find the numerical formula that would prove, beyond doubt, that he wasn’t the father.
‘I don’t know exactly – early December?’
This was nowhere near precise enough for Strike. If the baby had been born at term, there was a chance…
‘I
‘Yeah, I think he has,’ said Strike, who was now actually sweating beneath his suit jacket. ‘If you hear anything else—’
‘Yes, of course, I’ll call you,’ said Ilsa. ‘Corm, I – I’m sorry.’
‘You tried to warn me,’ said Strike, which cost him some effort. ‘Listen, can you send me Bijou’s number? I deleted it.’
‘OK.’
‘And can you please not tell Robin about any of this? I’d rather tell her myself.’
‘Of course.’
The call ended, and Strike opened the door to the outer office, where Pat sat typing. Robin was absent.
‘Where—?’
‘Loo,’ said Pat gruffly.
Strike’s phone buzzed. Ilsa had just sent him Bijou’s contact details. He retreated into the inner office, thinking… he couldn’t call her now, not with Robin just about to walk back in. It would have to be later, after lunch with Decima.
Meanwhile, inside the small, dank bathroom on the landing, Robin was washing her hands, thinking that if Strike was going to praise Kim’s undeniably impressive bit of detective work when she emerged, she might not be able to respond with much grace.
‘Everything all right?’ she asked again, when she’d rejoined him.
‘Yeah, Kim just wanted to discuss some personal stuff,’ said Strike, struggling to sound casual.
‘She sees you as the firm’s HR rep, does she?’ said Robin.
‘Christ knows,’ said Strike.
Robin sat down again and said,
‘So: the couple in the Peugeot. You don’t think—?’
‘Oz and Medina?’ said Strike, trying to concentrate (he thought he could count on Kim not telling Robin anything about Bijou – Kim, he was certain, would like nothing better than to think she and Strike had a slightly sordid secret that excluded his partner). ‘Got to be a chance.’