Who are you to judge whether she is old

or young, and if she is lifting the bucket

or lowering it down into this well?

And is she pretty or plain as undyed linen,

is she a sail riding the summer wind

bright as a maiden’s eye above waves of blue?

Does her walk sway in pleasure and promise

of bracing dreams as if the earth could sing

fertile as joyous butterflies in a flowered field,

or has this saddle stretched slack in cascades

of ripe fruit and rides no more through

blossomed orchards? Who then are you

to cage in presumptuous iron the very

mystery that calls us to life where hovers

the brimming bucket, ever poised between

dark depths and choral sunlight — she is beauty

and this too is a criminal exhortation, and

nothing worthwhile is to be found in your

regard that does little more than stretch

this frayed rope — so shame!

Dismissal delivers vicious wounds and she

walks away or walks to with inner cringing.

Dare not speak of fairness, dare not indulge

cruel judgement when here I sit watching

and all the calculations between blinks

invite the multitude to heavy scorn and see

that dwindling sail passing for ever beyond you

as is her privilege there on the sea of flowers

all sweet fragrance swirling in her wake -

it will never ever reach you — and this is

balance, this is measure, this is the observance

of strangers who hide their tears

when turning away.

Young Men Against a Wall, Nekath of One Eye Cat

No purer artist exists or has ever existed than a child freed to imagine. This scattering of sticks in the dust, that any adult might kick through without a moment’s thought, is in truth the bones of a vast world, clothed, fleshed, a fortress, a forest, a great wall against which terrible hordes surge and are thrown back by a handful of grim heroes. A nest for dragons, and these shiny smooth pebbles are their eggs, each one home to a furious, glorious future. No creation was ever raised as fulfilled, as brimming, as joyously triumphant, and all the machinations and manipulations of adults are the ghostly recollections of childhood and its wonders, the awkward mating to cogent function, reasonable purpose; and each facade has a tale to recount, a legend to behold in stylized propriety. Statues in alcoves fix sombre expressions, indifferent to every passer-by. Regimentation rules these creaking, stiff minds so settled in habit and fear.

To drive children into labour is to slaughter artists, to scour deathly all wonder, the flickering dart of imagination eager as finches flitting from branch to branch — all crushed to serve grown-up needs and heartless expectations. The adult who demands such a thing is dead inside, devoid of nostalgia’s bright dancing colours, so smooth, so delicious, so replete with longing both sweet and bitter — dead inside, yes, and dead outside, too. Corpses in motion, cold with the resentment the undead bear towards all things still alive, all things still warm, still breathing.

Pity these ones? Nay, never, never so long as they drive on hordes of children into grisly labour, then sup languid of air upon the myriad rewards.

Dare this round self descend into hard judgement? This round self does dare! A world built of a handful of sticks can start tears in the eyes, as the artist on hands and knees sings a score of wordless songs, speaks in a hundred voices, and moves unseen figures across the vast panorama of the mind’s canvas (pausing but once to wipe nose on sleeve). He does so dare this! And would hasten the demise of such cruel abuse.

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