And were gone to my eyes
With dawn.
Such was my journey
Leagues across centuries
In one blink of the sun
Pardu epitaph
CHAPTER SIX
Early in Kellanved's reign, cults proliferated among the Imperial armies, particularly among the Marines. It should be remembered that this was also the time of Dassem Ultor, First Sword and Supreme Commander of the Malazan forces … a man sworn to Hood …
Duiker
Beneth sat at his table in Bula's, cleaning his nails with a dagger. They were immaculate, making the habit an affectation. Felisin had grown familiar with his poses and what they betrayed of his moods. The man was in a rage, shot through with fear. Uncertainties now plagued his life; like bloodily larvae they crawled beneath his skin, growing as they gnawed on his flesh.
His face, his forehead and his thick, scarred wrists all glistened with sweat. The pewter mug of chilled Saltoan wine sat untouched on the battered tabletop, a row of flies marching round and round the mug's rim.
Felisin stared at the tiny black insects, memories of horror returning to her. Hood's acolyte, who was not there. A man-shaped swarm of Death's sprites, the buzz of wings shaping words…
'There's light in your eyes again, lass,' Beneth said. 'Tells me you're realizing what you've become. An ugly light.' He pushed a small leather pouch across the table until it sat directly before her. 'Kill it.'
Her hand trembled as she reached for the bag, loosened the ties and removed a button of durhang.
He watched her crumbling the moist pollen into her pipe bowl.
Six days, and Baudin was still missing. Captain Sawark had called in Beneth more than once. Skullcup was very nearly dismantled during the search, patrols on Beetle Road up on the rim were doubled —
Beneth took it personally. His control of Skullcup was compromised. He'd called her back to his side, not out of compassion, but because he no longer trusted her. She knew something — something about Baudin — and worse, he knew she was more than she pretended to be.
The durhang tea had given her relief from the pain of her fractured ribs and her swollen jaw, but it had not been potent enough to dull her thoughts. Minute by minute, she'd felt her mind drag her ever closer to desperation. Leaving Heboric had been a flight, her journey back to Beneth a panicked necessity.
He smiled as she set flame to the durhang.
'Baudin wasn't just a dockside thug, was he?'
She frowned at him through a haze of smoke.
Beneth set the dagger down and gave it a spin. They both watched the blade's flashing turns. When it ceased, the point faced Beneth. He scowled, spun it a second time. As the point slowed to face him again he picked up the dagger and slid it back into the sheath at his belt, then reached for the pewter mug.
The flies scattered as he raised the mug to his lips.
'I don't know anything about Baudin,' Felisin said.
His deep-set eyes studied her for a long moment. 'You haven't figured anything out about anything, have you? Which makes you either thick … or wilfully ignorant.'
She said nothing. A numbness was spreading through her.
'Was it me, lass? Was it so much of a surrender becoming mine? I wanted you, Felisin. You were beautiful. Sharp — I could see that in your eyes. Am I to blame for you, now?'
He saw her glance down at the pouch on the table and offered up a wry smile. 'Orders are orders. Besides, you could have said no.'
'At any time,' she said, looking away.
'Ah, not my fault, then.'
'No,' she replied, 'the faults are all mine, Beneth.'