As is the doctor.
Although Susan Jagger’s soft quaverous cries of grief and shame were a tonic, and though the memories of the Pastore family that her tortured voice had resurrected were refreshing, Dr. Ahriman was not a young man now, as he’d been in his New Mexico days, and he needed to get at least a few hours of sound sleep. The day ahead would require vigor and an especially clear mind, because Martine and Dustin Rhodes would become far bigger players in this complex game than they had been thus far. Consequently, he ordered Susan to overcome her emotions and finish getting dressed.
When she was in her panties and T-shirt once more, he said, “Get to your feet.”
She rose.
“You are a vision, daughter. I wish I could’ve gotten you on video tonight instead of next time. Those sweet tears. Why,
Her attention had shifted from him.
He followed her gaze to the ming tree in the bronze pot atop the Biedermeier pedestal.
“Horticulture,” he said approvingly, “is a therapeutic pastime for an agoraphobic. Ornamental plants allow you to remain in touch with the natural world beyond these walls. But when I’m talking to you, I expect your attention to remain on me.”
She looked at him again. She was no longer weeping. The last of her tears were drying on her face.
An oddness about her, subtle and indefinable, nagged at the doctor. The levelness of her stare. The way her lips were pressed together, mouth pinched at the corners. Here was a tension unrelated to her humiliation and shame.
“Spider mites,” he said.
He thought he saw worry crawling through her eyes.
“They’re hell on a ming tree, spider mites.”
Unmistakably, what spun across her face was a web of worry, but surely not about the health of her houseplants.
Sensing trouble, Ahriman made an effort to clear the postcoital haze from his mind and concentrate on Susan. “What are you worried about?”
“What am I worried about?” she asked.
He rephrased the question as a command: “Tell me what you’re worried about.”
When she hesitated, he repeated the command, and she said, “The video.”