The city that Thursday nine days before Christmas was overcast with menacing clouds; the weather bureau had promised a heavy snowfall before midafternoon. Moreover, a sharp wind was blowing in off the river, swirling in cruel eddies through the narrow streets of the financial district that bordered the municipal and federal courts. Nora walked with her head ducked against the wind, her fine brown hair whipping about her head with each fierce gust. As a defense against the wind, which truly seemed determined to blow her off the sidewalk, she took Kling’s arm as they walked, and on more than one occasion turned her face into his shoulder whenever the blasts became too violent. Kling began wishing she hadn’t already warned him off. As she chattered on about the weather and about how much she liked the look of the city just before Christmas, he entertained wild fantasies of male superiority: bold, handsome, witty, intelligent, sensitive cop pierces armor of young, desirable girl, stealing her away from ineffectual idiot she adores . . .
“The people, too,” Nora said. “Something happens to them just before Christmas, they get, I don’t know, grander in spirit.”
Young girl, in turn, realizing she has been waiting all these years for handsome witty, etc., cop lavishes adoration she had previously wasted on mealy-mouthed moron . . .
“Even though I recognize it’s been brutalized and commercialized, it reaches me, it really does. And that’s surprising because I’m Jewish, you know. We never celebrated Christmas when I was a little girl.”
“How old are you?” Kling asked.
“Twenty-four. Are you Jewish?”
“No.”
“Kling,” Nora said, and shrugged. “It could be Jewish.”
“Is your boyfriend Jewish?”
“No, he’s not.”
“Are you engaged?”
“Not exactly. But we do plan to get married.”
“What does he do?”
“I’d rather not talk about him, if you don’t mind,” Nora said.
They did not talk about him again that afternoon. They walked through streets aglow with lighted Christmas trees, passing shop windows hung with tinsel and wreaths. Streetcorner Santa Clauses jingled their bells and solicited donations; Salvation Army musicians blew their tubas and trombones, shook their tambourines, and likewise asked for funds; shoppers hurried from store to store clutching giftwrapped packages while overhead the clouds grew thicker and more menacing.
Nora told him that she usually kept regular working hours in the studio she had set up in one room of her large, rent-controlled apartment. (“Except once a week, when I go up to Riverhead to visit my mother, which is where I was all day yesterday while you were trying to reach me”), and that she did many different kinds of freelance design, from book jackets to theatrical posters, from industrial brochures to line drawings for cookbooks, color illustrations for children’s books, and what-have-you. (“I’m usually kept very busy. It isn’t just the art work, you know, it’s running around to see editors and producers and authors and all sorts of people. I’ll be
It was almost three o’clock.
Kling suspected he was already halfway in love with her, but it was time to get back to the squadroom. He took her uptown in a taxi, and just before she got out in front of her building on Silvermine Oval, on the off-chance that her earlier protestations of undying love were in the nature of a ploy, he said, “I enjoyed this, Nora. Can I see you again sometime?”
She looked at him with an oddly puzzled expression, as though she had tried her best to make it abundantly clear that she was otherwise involved and had, through some dire fault of her own, failed to communicate the idea to him. She smiled briefly and sadly, shook her head, and said, “No, I don’t think so.”
Then she got out of the taxi and was gone.
